28 April 2008 Y Monday, April 28, 2008
ii will be leaving already today . ii don deny ii really don bear to leave . ii choose
to leave it because this place is to hurting . everynight been crying who would be
the one who clean my tear . Who would be the one who can make me happy ?
Who would be there to understand me ? Every way ii walk it remind me of the
foot path that she left for me . euu all think ii want to leave mahs ? my mum how
from small to big she been taking care of me . Her food that make me grow and
if ii leave each day how could ii eat without her cooking . do euu know how much
courage ii put in just to leave this place ? My mum really hope when ii 18 year
old would come back singapore and study and do ns . it because of my selfishness
that hurt her . who would undertand how ii would feel ? ii started smoke because
ii stress . and ii let my mum found how do euu know how hurt is she ? ii really not
a good son . no one would ever understand me . so do euu all think ii really want
to leave mahs ? euu think life in thailand would be happy for me ? euu think
everynight ii could sleep well and eat well ? ii also don wish too . Do euu know
how much tear ii fall ? No one would lurbb me care for me understand me lyk my
mum do .