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05 April 2008 Y Saturday, April 05, 2008
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Just come back from drinking =D . Some how today can be a shagg day bahs .
Alot of pple told me that this would happen but ii still take the risk to do it .
Hais . nvm bahs maybe it is fate and memories bahs . today when around lols
first we when to take boat was so emo cry !! . den jiu when to sit at lion head
there . ii really don bear to leave . so we walk around den when into eski pub .
i swear inside was so cold . and tio snap when i was cold . lols after that we
drink 2 bottle vodka withou mixing so hot man . after that when back to bedok
by bus . sad cry again . after that jiu go park awhile den cry again . euu the
second person that wipe my tear . after that james call we jiu go meet him at
edu . den saw eric paul . so they jio me dota so play 1 hour . after that go out
smoke and talk . so ii say go coffie shop . den all go le . we all order normal drink
eric order beer . den we talk and talk . den play a game we order more beer .
crazy . den we play guessing number game . who lose drink . please la the cup
is so dirty full of cig ash and the fliter . eeeee . so after that talk and talk . eric
jio me go pub if some time ii go ii also jio him lols . =D den after that all jiu go
home viwawa liao nor =D . all viwawaing siol left me blogging hahas . =D ltr
8 am jiu need go bank . after that 11 am go ktv . bahs bahs bahs bahs bahs
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Somehow i see le story will be the same de . trust me
but maybe he really do bette den me ? . after what my
eyes see . guess i should not make your stead lose face
bahs . if i supporting euu and giving euu money . where
can he hide his face . his stead he cant even take care .
ii really do wish to take care of euu . but it since this
line is a fairly tale . after what ii see , ii think ii should
not help euu anymore because since he by yourside .
maybe euu willing to suffer wif him bahs ? do euu know
how hurt it is .
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Somehow thanks to all my friend that cheering me and supporting me to
stand up yuppx . sorry alright bear hope euu really do understand . whii
ii leaving . ii can stay just that because ii really tired tired . and ii wont get
much money den ii in thailand . ii really don wish to stay here anymore .
just wish to leave this unhappy path . do euu know each day how ii been
suffer ? sorry hao bu hao really . ii can no longer hold anymore . ii just
want to start a new life over there . some how ii wont forget euu all de
alright . because euu all mean alot to me . without euu all ii cant even get
up when ii fall . Rmb what i say . what past jiu past . rmb the wish and
the thing we say we throw our ring and coin rmb alright =D
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Thanks Mr hong ming also .
really thanks euu alot without euu . ii guess ii wont be sitting here blogs .
ii throw the vodka bottle and take the broken part to cut myself . but euu
stop me some how ii really really wish that ___ could be here for me .
Because once he also save me from darkness . his word that cheer me up
no matter what happen euu alway stand wif me . ii really thanks euu alot
what euu say is right whii i have to defend myself . whii cant ii overcome
everything . izzit worth to wei le a girl that destory your life and future .
Today euu give her money euu think is worth ? people have stead liao .
wake up and face the fact bahs . i rather euu use the money to save for
future or she come back to u . do euu think is worth by paying everything
for her . wake up la she now is not yours some one else already . maybe
who know the boi richer den me ? and ii am fool . whii euu planning all this
for her ? when she have her bf . start a new life and live on .