19 April 2008 Y Saturday, April 19, 2008
Some how quite disappointed wif myself . hais . today when BBQ .
Some how in the past ii feel that ii am lucky . but it really hard to
find some one would last . And it really hard to find some one that
ii lurbb . Just got back my important thing that mean to me alot =D
it be wif me 1 year plus already . ii give up and take out the bracelet
some how ii nearly throw it away . after that ii gave my friend . till
now ii just get over everything . It shall be treasure it and keep it
as memories . lucky is ii give my friend so take back from him .
that time wanted to throw . but lucky my friend keep for me =D if
not ii would be regret hahas . Somehow just wear today and ii don
feel lyk ii am use to it already . But slowly on ii will get use of it de .
ii wont throw away or give away that bracelet anymore cause it
mend to be a important thing to me . Today de li remind me of my
ex siol . he bring his stead go back home sleep because she is tired .
hais .. in the past ii use to go back home and sleep wif euu . we will
never ever be apart from each other even a sec . it since ii don
cherish it hais .
ii really think ii gonna leave and forget everything and live on .
Somehow ii don sense any good friend around me anymore =((
All 1 by 1 crazy for lurbb . left me behind alone hais . everyday
go out also keep hear they say about there lurbb once . den we
seldom talk already and share thing lyk we do in the past .
Because euu only care for your stead . hais . ii been cherish all
this friendship and just want spend the time wif euu all . euu
all can say ii am unreasonable . but somehow euu got think
of me ? do ii want quarrel ? do euu all know the reason ? hais .
friend is all ii have but ii can no longer find a friend that can
be trusted . In my life there is few pple who ii trust . but some
how they got there own wing so fly lor . ii been helping them
bring them good thing and everything . But they flew away .
hais . lyk my mum say euu wei le your friend do this and that
when got thing will there be there for euu ? only parent .
who will understand euu more den your parent do ? It is true
ii am a boi that everyone take care of me and dote me . ii want
what they must give . so sorry ya this is who ii am .
somehow miss my sister alot last time we use to share our
thing together and we use to help each other . but no longer
any sigh of euu =((