12 November 2008 Y Wednesday, November 12, 2008
ii wish ii was blind ii wish ii could never see euu again but why suddenly ii
passby someone blogs and ii saw euu . The fact is my tears fall . those
word are not mend for me ii wish she could just disappear away from me
so that ii could not find her . ii cant stop myself from looking at her . Hais .
ii lost everything . ii lost my lurbb , happiness and my friend . althought
it hurt for me to see euu in this stage but ii can see your smile . But ii want
to tell euu that my promise for euu will still remain . ii wont compare myself
and him de because ii not fit to be with euu . althought he mind be bad
looking den me but euu still choose him . it really hurt me deep lots . After
ii get up from where ii fall ii thought ii was still strong again and ii fall again
hais . As long ii see euu smile ii will take all the pain away when euu are sad
ii will let no 1 bully euu or hurt euu . When euu are happy euu wont see me
but when euu are unhappy euu wish to talk to some one but there is no one
because euu did not realise ii am the only one that waiting for your voice to
enter my ear .